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Jun. 14th, 2006 | 07:06 pm
where am i?: i'll never find someone quite like you ..
i feel ...: frustrated frustrated
i'm listening to : Vast - Touched

FUCK IT!

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no idea ..

Jun. 14th, 2006 | 06:59 pm
where am i?: ?
i feel ...: drained drained
i'm listening to : oasis - fucking in the bushes

i don't think i really want to be here ...

i need to think hard about this.

i need to think hard about what i want. the more i think .. the more i know i don't really want this. i don't want anything. i want it all to go away. please?

like i'd be that lucky?

the razors and the dying roses
plead i don't leave you alone
the demi-gods and hungry ghosts
oh god, god knows i'm not at home

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Jun. 10th, 2006 | 09:42 pm
where am i?: home :)
i feel ...: frustrated frustrated

i feel so flat .. empty.

i hope this goes away soon ..

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goodbye ..

Jun. 9th, 2006 | 10:48 pm
where am i?: annoyance-ville
i feel ...: annoyed annoyed
i'm listening to : Metallica - Ride The Lightning

i guess this is goodbye lucas ...

i'm sorry i left all of you back there in perth. do you really think, if i'd known how fucked up it was for me at the start here, that i would have left? of course not! but i didn't think that far did i? i learnt a hard fucken life lesson. IT'S TOUGH!

oh, don't worry, i'm not blaming anyone for it. i'm not moaning about it. i'm glad. you know why? because it made me more mature than ANY of you stupid fucken wankers back there.

fuck you all.

-tanya

(btw this is not in any way directed at you Justin. i thought i'd just write that cos you're a buddie in perth [hugs])

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grrrrr

Jun. 8th, 2006 | 05:58 pm
where am i?: lost in my own fucking anger
i feel ...: angry angry
i'm listening to : no fucken music

you know i'm pretty fucken pissed off now so i'd better not write too much ..

but know this .. I WILL NOT TAKE ANYMORE SHIT! I BELONG TO ME! NO ONE ELSE!

-tanya

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awesomely awesome

Jun. 7th, 2006 | 10:02 pm
where am i?: earthhhhhhhh
i feel ...: bouncy bouncy
i'm listening to : New Order - Temptation

This weeks boppy song is Temptation by New Order .. <3333333's so much!

A heaven, a gateway, a hope
Just like a feeling inside, it's no joke
And though it hurts me to treat you this way
Betrayed by words, I'd never heard, too hard to say

Up, down, turn around
Please don't let me hit the ground
Tonight I think I'll walk alone
I'll find my soul as I go home

Each way I turn, I know I'll always try
To break this circle thats been placed around me
From time to time, I find I've lost some need
That was urgent to myself, I do believe

Up, down, turn around
Please don't let me hit the ground
Tonight I think I'll walk alone
I'll find my soul as I go home

Oh, you've got green eyes
Oh, you've got blue eyes
Oh, you've got grey eyes

And I've never seen anyone quite like you before
No, I've never met anyone quite like you before
Bolts from above hit the people down below
People in this world, we have no place to go
Oh, it's the last time
Oh, I've never met anyone quite like you before
Oh no, I've never met anyone quite like you before

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so sorry .. its over

Jun. 7th, 2006 | 05:57 pm
where am i?: earth! :)
i feel ...: calm calm
i'm listening to : Blink 182 - Man Overboard

damnit!

that is all i have to say .. :)

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i am the queen of pool! WOO!

Jun. 6th, 2006 | 05:25 pm
i feel ...: happy happy
i'm listening to : strokes - last nite

scott and i went out to Princes pool hall on saturday night with nickie, chris, coralie. and alex. when we were there coralie invited dean and kath who i haven't seen in so long <33333333 they just live down the road so we must catch up! it turned into an awesome night. we all came back to our place for smokies afterwards. we stayed up till 3 am .. no drugs!

i was just thinking how watchable paul bettany makes the da vinci code. was pretty average till he came on the screen. and in that robe thingy? very fuckable. definatly on the top of the list of my 'famous guys i have scotts permission to fuck if i ever happened to get the chance' [laughs]

i'm listening to the strokes. they're awesome! sleepy jackson are playing in late june at Ormand hall! come one, come all! i'm getting further info on tickets. at the moment it's just me, scott, alex (who i haven't asked yet but definatly will cos he's a triple j fan like meeeee) we need moreeee! we can all go for drinkies before hand! come onnnnn guys! come to sleeeeeeeepy jackson!!!!!!!

[loves for all]

tannnnnnnnnnn

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we survived! fuck yeah!

Jun. 2nd, 2006 | 09:02 pm
i feel ...: bouncy bouncy
i'm listening to : Flaming Lips - yeah yeah yeah song!

yay.

i survived the week. now it's the weekend! woo. i have a bit of a feeling im going to become a bit of a journal whore again. i miss journaling!

i went shopping the other dayyyyyyyyyyy! i got lots of clothes! spunky clothes :) and i got the coolest pair of green fluffy slippers. I LOVE THEM!

[hugs her journal] missed you baby!

[frolics]

-tan :)

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time for change ..

Jun. 1st, 2006 | 09:46 pm
i feel ...: content content
i'm listening to : Blink 182 - Waggy

i met a new friend. i have a feeling he's going to become a very good friend of scott and mine. he has similer interests as us .. he's cool. met him through work. just ditched all his drug addict friends .. wanted to find some new down to earth people. his dad told me all this by the way. he's a great customer of mine. so i said i'd go over and install irc and get him meeting people. but then i thought, why can't scott and i be friends too???

hopefully it will help us to get out more. we're young. one day we wont be able to ...

i loves my scottie so much and im glad he's happy with meeting new people too.

WE STILL LUBS OUR OLD BUDDIES THO!!!! <33333333333333

-tanya :)

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